Tuesday, April 13, 2010
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Wednesday, November 03, 2004
i've decided to write again. but over at somewhere else. catch me there.
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Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Probably one of the "good" old days where I stayed up to accompany the moon, burning up some mid night oil. Been up since Saturday and have not really rested as I kept remembering the unfinished work. Each night, the phone alarm will beep reminding me of the things to be completed today. Man, I am so alarm with work load. Funny thing about me, I get stressed up at the wrong timing. So OFF.
Yesterday outing with my best friend was fun, though my main, ultra main purpose is to buy my phone, but they don't have it anymore. But still the going out part was as important. We went to watch, Ghost, that Korean scary movie. Apparently it seems to be quite good by the amount of people in the theater as this show has been on going a few week back. Half the time I was jumping off my chair, another quater to try to cover my eyes and the last quarter trying to concentrate on the english subtitle. It's a pretty nice ghost show compared to THE RING series or JuOn. Those are really crappy.
I figured that sometimes, taking precious time out to enjoy a bit keeps you in peace too. I mean, I have submission today but yet I still did manage to enjoy myself and finish my work. So unlike the old me. My best friend's words woke me up so I am determine to do well in this project.
i love my besties. they'er the best.
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Tuesday, September 21, 2004
I'm back, for good. =) Lastest happening... I dropped my favourite Nokia 6510 phone on my way home on the 180904. Currently leading a quiet life. Sigh* Knowing that I won't get it back but ig I do, it will be mine forever once again. My dear phone... I miss you, please come back to me...
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Thursday, September 02, 2004
Got my September allowance. Time for some food shopping. Look at the amount of food I buy during a short NTUC shopping trip. Actually there's more that I wanted to buy but I remembered that I am saving and will be very tight on cash of I don't plan well. =) 
Look! My favourite snack from school's Co-Op shop. I love it very much, plus that panda bear is quite cute to look at when I am deciding what to buy. It caught my attention and since then, I simply love it. haha* 
Happy Teachers' Day to those teachers out there. Teachers are the best gifts from God to students. I am still very grateful for all my secondary school teachers. They are the ones who mould me what I am today, at least in the education part. =) I am a teacher myself, a Children Church teacher. Not recognise by the world, but I know I am in God. =) Thanks to my dearie best friend for making that really nice flash for me. Thanks to those who remembered I am a teacher and gave me Teachers' Day greetings. Though it may seem silly but it really mean alot to me. With that I thank those who are great sweeties. =) I am a happy teacher. =)
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Tuesday, August 31, 2004
Found an interesting acconame for the word, frog. Fully Rely On God. =) Interesting. I am happy.
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Friday, August 27, 2004
If you are observant enough, you'll know that I took out a part of my last entry. Well, I decided that actually they are all really nice people and I am glad, really glad to have chance to work with them. All of us are different but yet coming together to do something. Though we just finished our presentation, being the first group of the day, and it didn't really turn out that well but we are glad that we are all okie about everything. Sometimes Jeffrey is rather quite nice. I actually wonder why am I afraid of his presence during crit or sharing session in the past. His comments are actually reasonably acceptable, at least he won't change what he says at the end... unlike some people [oh you know who I mean]. I guess the only reason why I used to dislike him is because of his loud voice and comments that seems like an insult. But well being loud doesn't mean angry or scolding anyone. Just loud.Last night I did spring cleaning for my study room, after all the mess my sisters and I created. Couldn't stand the mess any more that I decided to do something. Seeing that I am such a good daughter, my dad came into the room and started cleaning the windows. He screwed out the window grills for easier cleaning but lost skill and one screw dropped in between the grills. Later, both my sisters and me and my dad were having a hard time digging the screw out. But it was one of the best nights I had, where we had good family time together. Never knew cleaning up a room could be that fun. I love cleaning ups. Well I have a bad haibt of keeping everything in place and can't stand the sight of untidyness. It simply drives me to the walls. =/
To my bestes: if I don't care for you then who will? That's what bestes are all about and I miss you much. =) So you must be so blessed to have ME [*wink*wink*] and Ewen. =) Love ya.
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Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Firstly, many thanks to Raymond for setting this whole new layout for me. For making my favourite flower as the layout. =) Thanks and thanks so much. Appreciated the hours clocked in and the effort placed in to get all the codes and links well. =) Been reading my bible a lot and a lot. I want to finish up as many books as possible to make up for the last half of the year when I am so busy with projects that I made my bible feel lonely. Well reading His words on the bus has been the best travelling time ever. =) I love His word and I will be a great lover of it.
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Saturday, August 21, 2004
Found a photo of my favourite flower. hee* I'm a sucker for sunflowers. =)
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Went to school purposely for RWP presentation. Quite please with my 4minutes ppt slides, though it took me a whole night to get everything in place. At least, after that 4minutes of presentation, it will draw the attention to more people about the meanings of different flowers, the colours and the number of stalks. Quite interesting though. Of all the flowers, I still think sunflowers are the most beautiful [Sunflower - pride and sunshine] though red roses are nice too. I love to receive flowers. =) haha*Furniture Studio has not ended yet. Another session tomorrow to pin up our works and concept boards. I need to reprint mine, obviously, as it's empty. Also tomorrow will the launch of the next project. Some exihibition theme thing-y, that requires us to work in a group of 11 or some big figures. There goes my Saturday morning sleeping time....
Downloaded a few episodes of Sponge Bob Square Pants. Silly but yet funny. Just to entertain myself for a couple of minutes. Sigh* I'm easily bored, tired and busy. Life's so weird but let the weirdness of the life be the excitement of it. Erp, what did I say? Crap.
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Friday, August 20, 2004
Firstly I want to apologise to another of my best friend, who clocks in hours to do up a blogger layout for me but yet I failed to see the beauty of it. I really appreciate the hard work and I know I must been very mean that you actually changed everything back. But I'm really really sorry. Though you told me that it's okie and all, but deep down I feel bad still. =/ I promised I will like whatever you put up the next time. Will try to stop being artistic for once. =)Project over. New project coming soon. Will it be as boring. Better not. I pray double-ly hard. =)
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Thursday, August 19, 2004
Alive and still around. Been sleeping a lot and I mean really a lot after submission, since I lost so much of rest while rushing my drawings. Crit wasn't that bad but neither was it good. They only faulted me on my details and my renderings. Honestly I have already tried my best for the detailings. I'm not an electrician, therefore I do not know how to detail an electrical part. I'm, but just a design-designer student. Well I'm pretty much disappointed with myself about this project. Had pretty high expectations from myself in my school work this year. But I guess I shall just set aside things now and will work harder the next time to acheive better grades.Well in all things, I will always remember to Thank God. Thank God for bringing my project to an end. =)
To my dearest darling bestest friend... I miss you lots. *hugs*
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Saturday, August 14, 2004
So much to expressed, but where do I start? How do I start? I was online for nearly 25hours since Wednesday night, rushing drawings and detailing.
... How do I continue now?
I hate unfruitful phone calls. It's like as if I picked up a wrong line. You want to laugh, laugh naturally.
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Sunday, August 08, 2004
If I put, LEAVE ME ALONE on my MSN nick, chances are, some people think I'm having PMS, a couple might think I'm sad or stress, while others will just not be bothered. Isn't it interesting that sometimes when you are refering to this certain person but that person thinks that he/she isn't the person you are talking about while this other person who you're not talking about, thinks you are refering to him/her? This whole thing is so silly cause I can't be too direct like... "so-and-so LEAVE ME ALONE... GIVE ME PEACE". It will be too mean. Worst of all by blocking that person will make my life harder. Image facing that person up front and I get questioned for not being regularly online like the past. It's hard to lie. Once I lie, the lie gets so big that I will eventually let the cat out of bag. All I can do is just be nice.
Had a whole afternoon with my youngest sister. As I sat by the com table to do my modeling and she using the com, we chatted. It was pretty amazing to have so much fun in that short afternoon. Though we didn't talk much, but just watching her play online pool and teaching her some skills was fun enough. As the game got boring-er, I introduced her to play the game of pac-man. Yeah, that round thing eating rice and avoiding ghosts. Anyway, we managed to get to a very high stage by cheating. I have never played to that stage before as I never knew about the editing of stages, where you get add extra help to help pass the stage easily. So she's quite smart in the areas I'm not. Alicia may be naughty and disobedient to me at times, but I know she's forever my sweetest little sis. Argh...so sweet* =)
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Saturday, August 07, 2004
What's wrong with me? I was so awake and I can actually forget to alight the bus. I guess it's the project [Yeah, blame everything to the project]. I've been thinking of it all day long of how to fix and get the ceiling lamp shade up. One of the most hated project I will ever do in my life. I totally feel so sucky about the whole project. No concept, no love and no passion to do anything. Just feel like taking a week of MCs and pretend to be dying, to escape from the whole project. To think of it, I actually spend 4 hours plus during tutorial to weave out that silly 35 by 95 [1:5 scale] lamp shade and the worst part is, everything is so fragile that it keeps falling apart. The worst of the worst... I have no idea how am I going to do the 3D modeling or rather 3D rendering as I need some skills from Rhino. Man this is so silly. And they actually want a draft pin up on Tuesday. So there goes my National Day public holiday. I am fainting [someone, catch me.].
Enough of projects. It just destroys my mood. I am supposed to be a happy girl. =/
Last night, I had an most unforgetable bath. Before me, my auntie was bathing and because she was cleaning the walls, she accidently pulled the pipe of the shower so hard that it broke off from the heater. For a moment I thought that's the end, as I will never and NOT bath with cold water. Left with no choice, we tried connecting a water hose pipe to the heater to obtain some warm water. Only manage to fill a pail as there was only one available. It felt as if it was those olden days where you are so limited to only a pail to bath. Poor me, as half the time I got to wash my hair and face with cold water. But it was a fun experience. I'll just take it as a civil day rationing of water. =)
Talked to my dearest cousin. Laughters* I simply love her.
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Friday, August 06, 2004
Missed my morning tutorial today. It's almost like a weekly thing for me to miss Thursday tutorial, but yet with MCs. The MCs are not fake ones, cause I really do feel sick and feel the need not to attend class. I guess it's the silly project that's making me sick. Can't think of a better reason. I am quite disappointed in Faris once again for his ignorance just because there is a lack of time in the project production. Not that he had said anything to me, just what he said to Zhang Lu. Tuesday, sitting beside helping her to improve and all. Then on Wednesday tell her that she's on her own. Felt so unjust for her. For Katherine too. So many stories to bring up...
Faris disappoint me. I no longer know how to trust him and the things he say or tell me... Talking about submiting to authority... I still will, try my best.
The only thing that brighten up my day was to go down town to collect my Jay Zhou CD. I was so glad that I pre-ordered it last week and that I am entitled to a limited photobook of him. It's mostly artitic shots of him, which make him look really good. His fifth album carries his style of songs and lyrics. Fast and rap-py and hard to catch. Loved some of the songs very much as they carry beautiful meanings. I guess I'll be watching his songs going up up UP the music chart this season, and maybe probably till the end of next season. =) I am a happy girl.
I remembered once Wei Li told me about a friend of hers who bought a Jerry Yan's photobook years ago. She will be so careful with the book that she allow all readers, which includes herself, to open the book to about less than 45degress to view. Quite silly. But that's how careful she is. I'm just wondering if the book is left lonely on the book shelve now... oPs, any Jerry Yan's fan, I'm sorry. But honestly, he sure do look good. If I would like him, the only reason is because of his [Dao Ming Si] never giving up spirit to love Shan Cai. For love, he changed so much. One of those Taiwanese show that I won't mind watching all over again.
Projects are a headache. =/
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Tuesday, August 03, 2004
I am bored today. Please talk to me. =/
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I like to be able to see my own blog once again, to read what I've written and feel proud about it. Though I may not be a good writer but to the best that I can, I'll try. I wonder why is it my com or just blogger down. I had been facing problems accessing to a few blogspot webbys for the past few days. But anyway, since it's over then I guess I'll just let things go and be happy that it's back.
I hate Tuesdays. The longest hour in school. Not that I hated school, but I figured that I just hated the current project. I just don't know what is right and how am I supposed to move on. Everything I come out with seems done before or just not right to the lecturers eyes. Probably my in-ablility to speak up for my work. What's wrong with me again? This week is production week, and next Saturday is submission. Best part of the whole story is, WHERE'S MY DESIGN? I'm seriously doomed, in trouble, in deep soup or whatever phrase you have.
I'm suspecting a sore eye to come on my left eye soon. It's mildly swollen and I hope it will go off soon. I hate to go to school for this silly project but yet hate it more to go take MC for the sake of my attendance. I guess I was too spoon-fed last year that I'm so lost on my own now. Someone PLEASE save me.
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Monday, August 02, 2004
Beautiful "magic" star wand. Made out of black straws from a cafe out of boredom. A beautiful gift for a beautiful person. =) The main function for a wand is to grand wishes. So what's your wish today?
To have your attention.... forever.
Thought for a while.... well, wish granted*.
I really think you look good in your dressing and hair and all today. Be it for anyone, you really look different. =) So for once, I'll sayNICE. =) Haha* [Message to my pretty friend]
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I figured that internet is down as I can't view my own blog. I wanted to tell of an interesting story about a "magic" wand. But I'll leave it to the next time. Silly net.
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Saturday, July 31, 2004
Cell group and prayer meeting was great. Felt the strong presence of God. Don't blame anyone if you don't feel His presence, but yourself for not being hungry enough on your own to yearn for His presence. Adding on another point, when we build our own alter for God, He will surely be there to meet us when we hunger for His presence.
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Friday, July 30, 2004
Faris is a retard, retarded freaking evil moronic moron.
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Thursday, July 29, 2004
Slept till 3pm today. Sorry to my human alarms. I really don't mean it. I was tired, that's all. No further explanations. Took a nature walk at my house back hill. Was rather fruitful and painful at the same time. Did some charity work by donating some precious blood to the insects. Took pictures of trees and branches, like as if I was some tree-lover. Well, I am... but not to that extend. I came up with a statement... Tree, unless dead, to be a furniture. The biggest problem now to face is how am I going to make a furniture out of the concept of tree, without making it look dead. Maybe I should just slap myself for starting off with that silly tree concept.
Uploaded a pic of myself. For fun. =)
Blur face.
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Wednesday, July 28, 2004
I'm not sad like what you think. Sad is just a word thrown around by me, to fill in the emotion blank space. So I am not that sad after all.
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Tuesday, July 27, 2004
Currently in school. No lecture today due to the interim review. Had mine yesterday and it was quite bad. I didn't speak much [unlike the past] as I was told that if I speak much, I complicate my concept. Silly. So I stood there and answer the questions they posted. I knew my concept wasn't strong as my research was limited. Like I said, I know I didn't really put much effort into this project, and now that I'm in this state, I'm angry with myself. I guess I can only blame myself and not anyone or the lecturers. But I did, I really did try hard, not that I'm defending myself. The conclution for the whole interim review is: Jacinta is still the angel. She's the only one who will appreciate my work, or rather effort work. =) Ling Hao told me to chop down trees to study the branches. =/ Faris repeated what Ling Hao said. Copycat, he made it sound like it's another point to take note. I'm on my own for now to improve everything before next Monday hits me to start with the production of the furniture [full stop].
I'm upset, but not totally. I shouldn't have look at the wrong side of this friendship, afterall we are supposed to just build on friendship. I admit that feelings do grow but then again agree that it will fade someday. I'm okie with us just being friends, after all didn't we started off that way? Maybe it's just me for taking some of your words too seriously, that I actually fooled myself. Nothing wrong with you but everything with the way I think. Maybe you shouldn't have let me know more than I should in the first place. Let me live in my world of imagination in the first place, at least I can and have power over my mind, to know that I'm living in a dream and to wake up soon enough. [Sometimes ignorant is a bliss, and I do agree with that statement.] Now that you tell me and that we are just friends, I'm totally lost and confused. Forgive me for not asking to clarify anything. I don't see the need anymore, after all that you've said lately. Nothing much will change, just that I will move and devote all my thoughts towards the pure-friendship-route. I have woken from my silly-ism since the time we left off. I don't hate you but realised the fact that humans like me make silly mistakes too. I've learn a great lesson. With that, I'm glad to know I'm out of it, to face a better tomorrow. Thanks for helping me to wake up from the silly-ism. =) We will still be great friends, won't we? [or at least lie to me, but I know you won't.]
Bottom line, I'm proud to announce that you are my second best-est friend and with that we all know that best friends don't fall for one another. Agree?
I took 4 hours to think of the last paragraph. It isn't a simple thing. But I never regretted letting you know how I feel cause it feels good to know that you know how I feel [full stop].
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Monday, July 26, 2004
I have so much to say, so much to express. How do I start and where should I begin?
Pastor shared a quote, "Courage is the ability to face fear right in front of your face." [where did my courage go?]
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Sunday, July 25, 2004
Finally to be alive to update something. Been tired the whole week, even though I didn't really do much in school, other than thinking, thinking and more thinking about my dead design. Sometimes I really want to throw in the towel and just give up. This project is just too hard for me to understand. Everyone is working on the materials they're going to use and the construction details while I'm still at stage one, the thinking part. Man this is so NOT me. If you know me personally, you will know that I take all my work seriously and honestly by now I should have know my darn project inside out. But I guess it's really true about success is not when you never fail but it's when you don't give up. I love Jascinta. She's really an angel. Though you may not be reading this, but thanks for believing in me when almost everyone gave up on me. =) Everyone is everyone's angel.
To my second bestest friend:
Thanks for being there. For everything and all. Yup, and for seeing the other side of me and laugh with me at me. =)
Anyway, the world knows that Tricia is always my best of best friends. Love you. *hugs
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Monday, July 19, 2004
I am excited. I found another person who loves singing. And how silly can I get when i actually know her for 18 years and not gone singing with her. Well my dearest precious cousin, Jie Qi, we got to go K-out together someday... after your exams and my projects. Sounds far, but we can break this set of rules, right? [Say Yes] Singing is a good way to express yourself. The loud and funky songs when you're HIGH and the sappy love songs when you're sad. Thankfully I am always in a middle range mood where I am able to be HIGH and low at the same time. =) *smiles*
Woke up just in time to rush to school, again. How silly. Took a cab and when the driver knew that I'm having class at 10am, he drove really fast without me saying a word. He even tried zig-zagging to get me in time for class. Wow, this is such a FIRST CLASS service. I didn't had car sick or whatever, it was a smooth and nice fast zig-zaggy ride to school. And I paid less than $5. Usually if I have to pay $5 or more, I would really grumble and grumble. I'm quite stingy when I have to pay so much for the price for my laziness lesson. Lets hope it will be last time.
Tutorials again. I hate it when I have long tutorial hours, cause I know I will be not doing much as all my friends are around me. But I guess tutorials hours are good again cause that's where all my last minute ideas will come in before I go up to submit my life to the lecturers. Well, designer's life is so fatal. [Either it's a good work or it's shit - quoted from the Patrick person who came to give us a talk on furniture.]
It's 5cents per SMS send but a coin loses it's value. When I send this message, I lose 5cents but who cares, I got you. =) - Send by me, Regina
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My cell group multiplied today but I wasn't there. I was in service with another friend. I felt so left out of the cell's big day. Really glad that we finally moved on but then again I will be away from all my good buddies. I figured that if I were there, I would probably be in tears. Okie, I do cry easily nowadays. For the fact that my heart is not made of stone. I miss out the big thing and that would probably take me a while before I get over that fact. Though Raymond tried hard, it didn't really work. I'm still in a state where I wish, wish, wished that I could be there.
Went to watch Mean Girls. Man, those girls are really mean. And the meanest thing of the whole show was, the meanest girl was name after me. How SILLY. R-E-G-I-N-A is such a nice and beautiful name and they are using it for a role of a BAD and MEAN girl. But after all it's quite a nice girly show, which quite reflects the natural world. Who's not mean? Everyone is mean, just that some are angel in disgust. I'm not mean, or at least I'm trying to be nice. When I try, it means I need time to show the results. So WAIT and see.
I'm feeling quite sick as the headache has been on for the whole day. I just don't want to do any other thing but sleep. I hope all is well at school tomorrow.
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Sunday, July 18, 2004
"So silly". What a new pick up line I just learn. I seem to be picking up a lot of lines from Raymond, which is a bad thing. haha* Anyway I am really grateful for a friend like him, for listening to me whine so much for the past week about my current project and for helping me out with my dying concept. Most importantly for sharing with me a great word to encourage me. The bible reminded me that I am stronger than what I think and God is with me at all times, and will never forsake me.
Today is officially the last Saturday 4.30pm service I'm attending. But like what Pastor shared that the ending is always better than the begining. With that my whole zone and me, we're moving over to the new Sunday 9am service, to mark a new begining. =) I'm excited and I will always be. Service was extremly good and the presence of God is so strong that I couldn't stop tearing. It's such an powerful experience that I never want to get out off, but time was running out for the next service to come in. I got to prepare myself for something great in my life.
A reply:
It does matter to me. If you are not willing, don't do anything.
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Thursday, July 15, 2004
I figured that if it means something to me, it will somehow effect me emtionally. So I guess it's okie for me for being a little emtionally about it. I'm just a normal girl, I do get scared and nervous and freaked out. I felt like as if I was going for a head-rolling-session and my head is almost being chopped off until thankfully, Jascinta held me back to continue with my second model. I was then saved and given a second chance to live again. Silly.
Strangely, I'm not acting like myself. Why did I have a slight flip over change in character? I thought I am a strong, brave and daring... What happened to my past victories? Or at least why is there a big difference in my work performance. I need to recharged myself, so will someone return me the Power-Regina charger?
Went singing to celebrate Wendy's birthday. Singing really makes me happier and I'm glad I'm much happier now than the morning.
Each time when I sing Jay's Simple Love, I figured that my future one has/got to sing that to me. Then it will just make me smile. =) But I guess somehow along the many years, there might be a nicer song. Still, Jay's rules in my eyes.
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Wednesday, July 14, 2004
Finally back online after so long. My computer is ill for days but the Doctor came a while ago to check on it. I guess it can still serve me a little longer before it decides to say farewell to me forever. *crossfingers* I do hope it can last me to at least year 3.
I'm really so stucked with my work. Should I cry or pray some more for a better idea and concept? I'm so stucked. Okie, whatever I say I shall have it. I am so NOT stucked and I can find a way out of all these crappy concepts. What a way of convincing myself. =) Sometimes I wish I have a mind of a kid, so easy believing, then I don't have to worry so much, cos people can just lie their way through to get me out of saddness. =)
Isn't it so funny? Someone who always wonder why I rather write all my problems and worries to a blog than talk it out, is now writing a blog too? I do have weird friends.
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Monday, July 12, 2004
"no no i'm say that because i want u to know that there is no need for u 2 explain something that u don't understand. Yeah i[it] matters to me that i know whats going thru your mind but at your own time=) i like u 4 who u r=) and thats that. Your Eccentricities & quarks are what make u[,] u=) and it's fine with me=)"
To you,
I'm sorry, for not making you feel important in my eyes. But you really are, more than I actually expect. There are many things I don't understand and I have still failed to know. Maybe, you just meant too much and I don't want to do anything to risk you. Isn't risk supposed to be a good thing, so that you might get beyond what you want. Or it meant to risk the precious and lose it forever. Can I risk you by telling all that I feel? All that I feel, keeps coming back to my head. Then it all happens too fast and everything loses it's way out of my mouth and I'm once again stucked with the unspoken feelings. Is it so hard to really speak? I guess it all takes courage, which I'm greatly in lack. For now...
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Wednesday, July 07, 2004
Finally got to see my new part time lecture, Ling Hao. Man, I was so attracted to his designer look. He looks rather haggard in his dressing and when he talks, he sounded so manly. Oh gosh I'm very in love with this lecture. Not that I am interested in him, I'm just excited to know and to learn more from him, since he has much experience from the outside world. Speaking so much about him, the fact is I haven't even speak to him yet. =/ But I heard from my friends that he's quite demanding. Well, I guess it's just normal for lectures to be demanding.
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Tuesday, July 06, 2004
To Tricia
Oh no, I'm terribly sorry to hear about the lost of your phone. I guess that explains why you didn't reply me. Worst still my com caught up with some strange disease that makes me hate to use the com. Well, girl I want to meet up with you again before you go back. I'm hoping that you can make it. Since you can remember my number, you give me a call and let me know k. I'll try to plan something. I'm so sure that I can do a good 2 people's outing. =) Yup, I'm looking forward to hear from you. [And I hope you are reading this before you return back to Sydney]
School starts and I'm quite excited. Nothing changed, except for the rearrangement of classes. Anyway we're all just separated by class names but we'll still be together, like what Faris said, "and see one another till we turn blue, red or purple." Assignment was given on the first day of school. How exciting. =/
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Friday, July 02, 2004
Yeah, my taggie is back. So what?
My com is suffering from a freaking problem. Last night I was just complaining and getting so worried when I couldn't find all my documents. It's almost like I reformated my com, where I have to register for everything all over again. Then after searching for them and having them found, my computer retarded-ly lost them again. It's happening like what happened last night. Just that I can't get back my doc at all. It's not a virus, as I've scanned my com. Why? What happened?
Bad things happen to good people? Or am I considered a bad girl?
I want my files back and I promise I will do a back up if I get them back.
I want all the photos and all my school work back! I want all the photos and all my school work back! I want all the photos and all my school work back! I want all the photos and all my school work back! I want all the photos and all my school work back! I want all the photos and all my school work back! I want all the photos and all my school work back! I want all the photos and all my school work back! I want all the photos and all my school work back! I want all the photos and all my school work back! I want all the photos and all my school work back! I want all the photos and all my school work back! I want all the photos and all my school work back! I want all the photos and all my school work back!
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Thursday, July 01, 2004
Haven't been feeling well. Last night woke up at 4am with a terrible bad headache. Couldn't go back to sleep and my head was in great pain. Tried washing up but nothing happened. Went back to my room once again, but only felt like vomiting. I figured that the air in the room was bad that cause me to feel worst. Sat in the living room, with my hands on my head, hoping that the headache would go off. Later at 5+am, after my dad left for work, my mum woke me up and pat me back into bed with her. How sweet of her. I felt like a little girl once again.
I love most to be loved by parents. Although Asians, don't really like to express love much, but I guess it's through the little things that we do to show our love for one another. Little it may be, but from the receiving end, it means alot.
A countdown to 4 more days before I finally go back to school. Can't wait to go back to school. The holidays are too long and my hands are quite itchy to do some project. I'll be in the same class with Nad and Zhang Lu after the changes made in the arranging of classes. I'm the happiest girl today. What's more, Zhang Lu's back, and I'm excited to see her in school and hopefully the presents she got for me from UK. Erp* Yeah, I love receiving gifts. =)
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Which [Finding Nemo] characters are you?
Hoho* I'm like Dory, the forgetful fish. I love her man. P Sherman 46 Subway, Sydney.
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Monday, June 28, 2004
A picture of me being wrapped up like an Egyptian mummy during the Sentosa outing. Where I was later badly tortured by the water bombs. *blah*
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If I die, I want to be the wind again. If I'm not around you, you may feel the wind and know that I am with you and hear me speak through the whispers of the wind.
Windstruck, a similar My Sassy Girl kind of movie, where the actress is violent and fierce and the poor actor is so willing to be her victim. It's a kind of movie, where I thought I will be crying over about, but I didn't. Maybe if I watched it a second time, I might. In fact, I was too distracted by Leng Eng who was crying. Overall, it's quite a nice and touching show, except for the retarded ending, which quite spoil the show.
Parts of the show kept flashing back into my mind, especially when she was questioning herself about the wind that was blowing strongly at her. Isn't it so sweet if someone who loves you, tell you that no matter how or when, you may know that the person is around you all the time. Quite pervertic though, but sweet.
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Friday, June 25, 2004
I read about a writer who wrote about letting his love go, knowing that if the girl whom he loves never returns, he would be happy because she is happier out there. But if she does, she will be his forever. I guess that's all about love, to let go and wait. The outcome may be good or bad, we don't know. But in either ways, we all learn from the choices we make.
I'm glad I've learn much from the writer. Things may not seems right now and I can't see tomorrow or the day after. Make things right today so that there won't be regrets tomorrow. Tell, speak, write... just do something to put things into place. If tomorrow never comes, at least you have till 11.59pm of today to complete the best that you can.
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Sentosa has always been one of the best and most favourite place. Away from the city and town. Just the sky and the sea, is enough to make me happy. Went down to Sentosa yesterday with my group of friends for a telematch. I'm so proud of my group as we were leading in every game, except the last. Every game played was indeed very memorable, especially with Brother Alvin involved. People always think that leaders are boring people, but to me, they're not. Leaders are human and they can be fun too.
From the forming of words with the first letter of each's names... wrapping mummies up with toilet paper... to the leading of lost sheeps back was really very exciting. Though I was kinna injured by the water bombs on my face, head and stomach and the forceful dragged into the sea, I really had a lot of fun. Looking forward for more outings like this. It will certainly brighten up my day.
Had a mini class outing. As expected, would be boring, but it was actually more boring than I thought. Sometimes I wonder why am I still so excited about meeting them up, when I know that it will be boring. I guess I just miss them and the fun we have in the past. Why can't certain things remain the same while things that are supposed to change, never. Life is just so weird. I just so often sit and wonder.
"Why didn't you message me to let me know what time I can call you back?" What a question he asked when I picked up the phone. What am I supposed to reply? What am I doing and why am I so involved with the wrong things? Staying away is just so hard. I'm just so afraid to lose anyone and everything.
Watched Liu Xing Hua Yuan II last night. Felt so sad when Dao Ming Si finally remembered who Shan Sai was, but couldn't do anything. Why do they have to go through so much to be with one another? But I'm pretty much impressed by their determination.
You are the script writer of your own life. Write a story of your own in a way that it may be full of life and colours and most importantly love.
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Wednesday, June 23, 2004
Sometimes, you don't have to do much but just enjoy the accompany of each other and that will be the best part of the outing. Like just spending time watching a Japanese drama series and laugh at stupid sceens together, can still be as enjoyable as sitting at some coffee house, sipping coffee and watching people walk by. I greatly enjoyed myself at my bestie's place. We may not be chinese pros but at least we tried our best to figure out what the whole show was about.
Spending time together is not about the place you go or what you do. It's all about enjoying each other's accompany.
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I'm so in love with chinese songs. With that, I am proud to be a Chinese and to be a big fan of K box. I love to sing and I really do, though I can't sing well. Had a kind of slight throat infection that cause me to sound a little OFF when I try to sing. But it doesn't really matter much. If you really love something, nothing will seem to be a stumbling block to stop loving your interest. If any simple thing can cause you to side track, it is definitely NOT your interest.
My interest level never decreases, but yet it increases as I live. There are so many things I want to do or learn before I finally go. But I guess it isn't the right time now yet, as I'm too caught up with things at hand.
Things I want to do/learn:
1. Cooking
2. Using the sewing machine
3. Modern Dance
4. Yoga
5. Play squash
5. Bungee jumping
6. Play the guitar
7. Play a song on piano
The list goes on and I will never find an end.
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Monday, June 21, 2004
People like to choose, don't they? "I want to sit by the waters and under the fan area." I heard this a few times. Even when they get to the area they want, next they come to a point where they choose who and which seat they want. Interesting or should I say picky?
There's this couple I served yesterday that was in the situation mentioned above. The lady wanted her guy to sit beside her, facing the Singapore river. But the guy insisted on sitting on the other seat. By the third time she asked him, he replied, "I want to see you, not the river..."
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If I'm the one who know of that song, most probably I will one of those that will know how to sing the song. Why isn't this fact clear enough to be asked to sing that song? I can't sing well, but I practised. Hard enough to sound right and to show that I do put in much effort. I'm waiting. "Ask and you shall be given...,' isn't this what the bible says?
Raymond shared:
Tipping God is not only in the area of giving but also by the quality of time given to Him when praying. Why isn't the most awake moment of your time not given into prayers but rather, spending it on television programmes? If you honour Him, then He should receive the best from you. Just your best, not comparing to any one's but YOUR best. Remember, God just wants to listen to your CLEAR voice and converse with you, and not to hear a 5-10 minutes of speeding-bullet-prayer-requests, then a spilt second later, you're asleep. [some parts are edited and added in]
When you learn, TEACH. When you get, GIVE.
Isn't this quote so powerful and inspiring? Simply love it.
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Sunday, June 20, 2004
Had a most wonderful day of the week. Had cell and service in an afternoon's time. I was deeply impacted by both cell's and service's message. Man, there so much that I can actually do for missions even though I'm not out there. I wonder why but I was really very excited about everything. I'm just so excited for the next missions fund. Most of all, excited about coming home to pray for the amount to give.
Finally bought myself an amplified bible for easy daily devotions. Glad that I was so blessed that I actually paid so little for a new and THICK bible.
Fathers' Day dinner was such a big feast. I ate so much side dishes that I didn't manage to finish my rice. Had crabs, but I felt that the cook was quite lousy as the crabs didn't had a proper standard. I love my dad's pepper crabs. It's probably one of the best dish I have ever eat. Due to laziness, I decided not to take any prawns as the peeling of prawns' shell is so troublesome. You will miss out good stuff when you are lazy. Doesn't this sentence speaks so much to me?
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Saturday, June 19, 2004
Haven't been talking to Leng Eng and didn't really want to. Felt that her attitude towards the other cell members had been bad. Michelle, Yvonne and Cindy shared individually about her attitude and for sure none of them were lying as their words telly with one another. Not that they are ganging up against her but they were just upset with her attitude that very day. The thing that upsets me most was when Michelle tried correcting her but was in returned scolded by Leng Eng, "You think you are more spiritual than me?"
I was shocked, totally shocked when Michelle told me that. I refuse to do anything. I hate to make Michelle smaller in Leng Eng's eyes if I bring up that matter. Also I guess she feels that we are in no authority to tell her off. I guess, I'll leave it to all upper authorities to do so. Let her know the truth and the truth to set her free. I have been cold to her, indeed very cold. I just refuse to have a conversation with her, apart from smiling and acknowledging her presence.
Something I really don't understand, if you know you can't make a good decision at that point of time, why still make one? In the end, you only hurt yourself more than any one else. Even if it's a bad one, since it's over, just get over the spilled milk and be done with. Why drown yourself into memories that will torture yourself? I may not be someone who understands what going on, but I am someone who cares. Not that I am trying to be another big busybody but I just hate to see any of my friends drowning into their problems and not doing anything to help.
Let me know if you need me there. To listen or anything.
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regina neo jielin from this day forward
you will also be known as Fearless Dreamer
Wow! What an inspiring other name I have. Try this out
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Friday, June 18, 2004
I was just watching Liu Xing Hua Yuan II, and each time when I watch that show, it's so nature that I will be sad. I remembered the countless time I cried while watching part one. The only reason why I didn't intend to continue watching that show was because of Zheng Xue Er. Honestly, I really dislike her and her appreance on any show. Just felt that the media had promote the wrong star. But I guess they have their very own reasons for promoting her into the limelight [which no one happens to bother].
Memories are often remembered because they each mean much. When new memories are created, it [in some ways] forces out the bad memories that are in the brain. It may also replaced the other older memories. Some good memories are meant to be remembered while some bad ones are never meant to be erased. It just remains and leave a stain in the person's life.
I'm still reading my unfinished book. It speaks so much about my life. Man, I'm begining to love reading all over again.
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Thursday, June 17, 2004
Should I say I'm glad I went to work instead of staying for the BBQ? I guess I really am. At least I still get to earn some bucks, than feeling bored and sulk at the BBQ. Michelle shared that it was boring and I could image how bored it is, as Michelle is someone who can be easily excited by anything. Since she said it's boring, I guess it really is. Praise God[!?], I'm called back to work.
This week, like what Vincent expected, there's really alot of people and the whole team and I were really so used up to our fullest energy level. Ushering customers to their seats, taking their orders, serving them drinks and food, do billing and then cleaning up the table. The worst thing to ever do is to wash the never-ending-sink[big]-filling of glass, mugs and jugs. I was stucked washing for half an hour as the moment I started washing, more mugs came in. Man, I was like some dish washing lady last night. According to me, I think a service staff must really learn how to muti task, or you will be relying alot on other staffs. [Then, what's the point of you in the company?]
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Tuesday, June 15, 2004
Had some problem with the net, rather crappy to wait so long for anything to load. I guess it's just human nature to hate waiting for anything. Worst of all, some guys actually complains while waiting for their girlfriends. Man, in my opinion, it is really nothing if a guy is to wait for a girl. It just shows how much that guy treasure and honors her, to wait for her to dress up and such. But this doesn't apply to those guys who wait for girls who move like snails. I hate to wait too and I hate to be late for others to wait for me. *I pray hard Tricia won't be late tomorrow*
I couldn't get my OFF for Wednesday's out reach and neither can I serve on Friday this week. Vincent made me choose between Wednesday, Friday and Saturday. I totally had no choice and I guess I just have to report for work on the other days and enjoy myself at service on Saturday. Sighs*
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Monday, June 14, 2004
Original Version
One day, a tortise was walking down a street. Suddenly it was marked by a gang of snails. When the police asked the tortise what happened, it answered and said, "I don't know, it happened too fast."
Raymond's Version
One day, Regina was walking down a street. Suddenly she was marked by a gang of snails. When the police asked her what happened, she answered and said, "I don't know, it happened too fast."
Came back home from Kynneth and Raymond's birthday party. Really some party that is worth going. Everyone is so deeply appreciated by everyone. The kind of friends that I always wanted to have. Never believed that such group of people actually exist. I'm impressed, very much impressed by them.
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Sunday, June 13, 2004
Invited for the party tomorrow. But I only bought a gift for Kynneth as I have totally no idea what to get for him. Other than gummy sweets, there's nothing he really in particually want, since he claims that he has everything he ever needed. I guess the kind of gift he really wants is loved and appreciation from people around him. It's not a hard gift to get but it requires alot of effort. The only thing I thought of was giving him something really traditional, two hard boiled red eggs, which symbolise happiness. Wishing him happiness always. Though it may sounds a little weird, but I guess it's something different for a change. 21st birthday shouldn't be a day where you just recieve normal presents, right? [please agree with me]
Told him that I won't be going. What a big liar I was, and to think of it, I'm actually quite good at making up realistic stories that he actually believed. I have not dowe anything I've said. Still have a letter to write and I guess I won't be sleeping tonight, again.
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Saturday, June 12, 2004
You're the loving smile, the one that is entirely devoted to others, especially that one person. You really can't get them out of your head, but then, you don't really want to.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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Finally came out with my bestie. As usual, she's late and I guess that's something about most of my friends. Had a good Japanese meal [again] together that made both of us really full. Laugh about everything and anything. Sounds like we were entertaining one another. Stucked at City Hall, we travelled to and fro the same places. Best part was time spend in the Esplanade library, doing nothing but just sitting together, listening to nice music. I love dates like that. Not having to plan so much about what to do, just doing what we feel like doing at the moment.[If you are a Singaporean, you will feel annoyed by people who refused to get up their seats when they're finished with their food. And that you have every rights to sit as long as you want.]
I guess that was how we felt when we really wanted the comfy sofa seats at Coffee Club. Well, we're Singaporeans and that's what we are. I love every moment with her and am looking forward for more time to spend with her.
Went for my ministry today. Had the chance to tell bible story today. I really want to thank God for His annointing. There was an overwhelming number of kids today and as all know, kids attentions are the hardest to catch. Praise God, I did manage to get almost half. Even parents and maids bother to listen. Felt good when Naomi and gang praise and cheered me on during closing. Thank God and to God be the glory always.
When you needed help, and there is always someone there, be thankful. I guess out of the many helps I've got, the best help received is really from someone whom I thought had totally walked out of my life. There at the moment, it wasn't just a feeling of happiness but within me another in-describle feeling arosed. It just made me feel very weird and reminds me of the times when I used to get lots of help from this friend. I will never leave you, if you promise we'll be friends till the end. Thanks, Daniel.
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Friday, June 11, 2004
Went to bed last night after I prayed. Cried before I could fall sleep, knowing that there are things I got to let go and let God take over in my life. Things won't go right my way, I'm just doing it God's way to the best that I can. I don't want to leave a life that is OFF, but ON the way.
Went out with Zhang Lu today, before she's leaving to UK. Ate our promised [six months back] meal together at Sakae Sushi. Again, we spend a whole 2 hours eating and trying most of the food. I guess we both are really buffet people. When we eat, we go all the way out to eat, not considering how much weight we will gain later. I guess that's the best part about fellowshipping with her. Hopefully there will be another time to meet up with her before she goes off to UK for a week.
JunRong is upset with the whole cell. I don't blame her, but myself for not working harder.
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Thursday, June 10, 2004
I can't sleep. I can't find the song and worst still lyrics of that song. Love makes a friend be a friend like you by Sandy Patti. Gosh. The whole internet don't seems to recognise this song, or is it too old to be found? Darn.
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Caught Potter's third adventure yesterday. Wasn't as good as I thought, but it was quite good anyway. One of the previews got my attention was Brotherhood, an upcoming Korean war movie. Realised that I have more interest in war and action movies than any new girl-becoming-princess movies. Those movies are a copy cat of The Princess Diary, I watched years ago. What's the point of having so many similar movies, with a little change in plot and climax? POINTLESS.
Vincent messaged me in the morning, telling me that I don't have to go to work today. Gosh, what's happening? I do hope it isn't anything bad that I might lose my job even before the day I decided to quit. *crossfingers* Spend the whole day cleaning up my room, putting everything back into it's original place. In short, I was MARIA-ing the whole day. Just that I'm not paid. But I'm proud, and most importantly, HAPPY. I can't stand it when my things are out of place. Sounds like some cleaniness freak, but I really do hate untidyness. Raymond said I could go over to help him withing MARIA-ing in his house, well DREAM ON. I wouldn't even want to help my sister, but actually I did as unfortunately we share the same room.
Tricia is BACK. =) We're going out on Friday and I'm excited. Also, will be meeting with Zhang Lu tomorrow, before she leaves for UK to visit her dad. My week is really exciting, and I'm happy. [thanks for being happy too because I am happy =)]
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Saturday, June 05, 2004
Went shopping today, hoping to buy something nice for myself for tomorrow. Saw this dad helping his [4/5 years old] daughter to choose swimming costume. It was really sweet cause the dad kept walking up and down to get her a suitable size for her and helped her make a nice selection of designs to try on. Sometimes I envy kids like that. Though I don't really hang out alot with my dad, as he's always busy with his fishes and me busy with my own world, I still love him much. I love my dad and I really do. =)
Children church is nothing but FUN. Had a slight change in lessons and I didn't manage to teach bible lessons this week. But I'll be next week. Got to lead in activity and action songs again. I guess one of my natural talent is to make noise and get most of the kids attention. Not an easy job, but I thank God always for that ability. I pray double[ly] hard that I will be able to have the same amount of attention when I tell the bible story next week.
Another 5 more days and I will able to see her. How exciting can this get? It's like so long since I last saw her. I miss her and I'm going to say it again, I REALLY MISS YOU - Tricia.
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Friday, June 04, 2004
Changed my layout after so long. i love the kids. they remind me of my children church kids when they hug one another. Best of all, giving me their teddy hugs. It certainly brightens up my whole night. No more Jay doesn't means I'm sick of him. I just can't find a better layout of him. =)
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Finally back online. Been very involved with the Parade of School practises and would train day till night on almost everyday. I guess I lose abit of weight by jumping up and down other day and I'm well please with that fact. Also been on a exciting journey during the EMERGE conference 2004. My soul and spirit has been picked up once again from the pits of no where. Lord, I'm coming back into action.
Made a couple of new friends and am glad that these people are really more exciting than those last year. Probably because they are much younger and more fun to be with. I love to hang out with younger people, it makes me feel younger. But hanging out with people that are older, makes me want to learn more experience from them. So I really loved all of them. Although the POS was quite screwed up once again, but I think it's all about the fun we had together during practises. It isn't all about winning. We all know we will lose out to stronger teams. There's always room for improvement for next year. EMERGE 2005, SP is going to do better.
Most of all, I miss my best friend. I really miss her alot alot and alot. Not being able to see her is bad, no chats is worse, but NO form of other communication is worst of the worst. =/ I love her, and yes I love you, girl - Tricia. =)
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Monday, May 24, 2004
Did a good deed yesterday, went to donate my precious blood. Though it's not really a very big thing but I guess out of 10 people, more than half would shake their heads and I will be the only freaky person that will go wholehearted. I starting to love doing good deeds and helping people. Maybe because I have not been really nice, so it's time for me to change. Not too late also.
Well it was my first time, so I was really nerveous as before I get onto the seat to start donating my blood, I have to go through a few stages. First was a health checkup and that doctor doubled reassured that I'm going for this blood donation drive willingly. The conversation with the doctor was really interesting, and he's quite cute to be a doctor.
Next I went to this nurse who used this nail-clipper kind of stuff and clipped onto one finger and blood was seen the next moment. A test to see if I have enough iron in body to donate blood. So I passed this test and went on to the seat. Did a last test to check if my nerves are suitable for the donation. Everything was good and the nurse went to get ready the necessary needles.
Saw the whole process from the moment the nurse applyed this yellow medicine to the big metel needle thingy injected into my hands and saw my O+ blood flowing into the bag. Michelle said out of all the other donors, I'm the only one that seems overly excited. I guess that'e me, when I'm trying something new. Sadly, for a moment the blood in me decided not to flow anymore and started clotting up. So the whole process has to stop. It's not even half the packet full. Was quite discouraged. Looking at the guy beside me, in minutes, he pumped out a packet full of fresh blood, felt a little worst. Instead of donating my blood, I got most of the nurse to attend to me, to make sure I'm okie.
I'm alright. Just felt that I haven't done my part yet. 14 August, I'll be back to donate my blood again. This time before I go, I'll make sure I have enough exercise and rest. Believing that I can donate at least a packet full of blood.
It won't hurt much, but it can save someone's live. Thanks to that someone who donated his/her blood, if not my mum will never be able to make it thru.
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