Love must be expressed outwardly. Unexpressed love will cause insecurity to rise in the hearts of the ones you love. Love is about exchanging what you have with one another.
People often sway to two different extreme points when it comes to love. Either to the extreme of just giving or just being at the receiving end. To the giver, he would just want to give and not receive and to the receiver, to receive and not give at all. Both ways are in fact so wrong. This is not love at all. Imagine you want to express your love by giving and he/she doesn't wants to receive. OR, that you have been giving so much of your love to him/her and not receive anything back in return. OR, try putting yourself into the other party's shoes. That feeling eats you up on the inside badly arh? [If you can't give, don't take. If you can't take, don't give.] Love is all about giving and receiving at the same time.
I'm not perfect as well. I admit that I do sway to different extreme ends to different people. I feel awful right now. Why can't I be at the mid-point to give and receive at the same time to everyone and stop swaying. Felt bad about my attitude towards some people very close to my heart. Maybe I just didn't express my love for them well enough and that they feel unloved by me. I feel the distant they give me. I'm a weird being, which is true, and I have my own ways of expressing. They just got to understand me. Or maybe I'm too good at hiding. I can care but yet seemed not bothered. I can understand but look ignorant. I just don't understand myself. I'm just too afraid to unveil my true self again. It's too hard in the real world today. Been fooled a few times and that huant me down like for ages. Finding it hard to overcome that fear. I need inner healing and help.
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