My lecturers spoke to me and did not send me away even when I wasted the term break building notihng. Faris was concerned with the super depressing look I gave the moment I sat in front of him. Told me to cool down and show him what I have. After looking at my plans and listen to a little of my depressing story, Luit and him joined forces to heal me. They both signed on my paper and told me to work with it and NOT to change the concept anymore. They reminded me of T3, that really made me want to cry if I were to think of it again.
Wednesday, didn't go to school as I overslept all the way till 5pm in the evening. Shocked, but I woke up at interval timings to pick up calls and to close the windows. No one wants to wake up in a raining day, but just to cuddle in bed and do nothing else. Had a full 13hours of sleep. Pigged the whole day and started to panic when I didn't receive any SMS replys from my friends about the mini lecture and site visit. Yeah, considered a bad student for the day.
Since I woke up from yesterday till now, I have been very awake. Finally finished my 1:50 new model. Sometimes by working through the night at home in the living room, makes me feel as if I'm a security guard of my house. Watching over the house at night, while others are at rest. But I love to work at nights. No heat, no one to disturb you, no distraction, in short, P E A C E. It's just me alone and the thing I want to do. So I'm a night owl and it takes a high price to be one. Considering the eye bags and the treatments or the stuff to buy to cover them. Costly.
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