Yi Lin's birthday tomorrow. =/ [head gets bigger]
Man, I'm not really in good terms with her but yet, she's one of the closer friends I hang out with in school. Well, not really hanging out actually. ARh*, just not that kind of close. =/ Bottom line, I just don't like her. Gosh, I do feel mean saying that, but I'm sure she doesn't like me either. I'm too different from her and we are like fire and water, that can never meet. If we ever do, either one of us have to die off [give in]. Which when I do, I feel awful and if she do, it will be so unwilling. So I pray very hard I will NEVER ever do a project with her again. The previous one was quite bad. She made most of us unhappy. =/ Sigh* Maybe I'm just too hard to mix with. I'm just not that kind of person for her to consider as friend.
So why am I bothered about her birthday? Well, she bought me a gift for my birthday and so as to my group of girlfriends. So I can't, really can't not buy. I don't know but I really feel that I should get her something even though I don't really like her. I'm just that weird. Maybe it will be a first step to mend that friendship. But then again, what can I buy for her when her taste so different from mine? Buying something that I don't like, since our taste is the opposite? NEVER. I won't spend money on things that I don't like, even if it's not for myself. ARh* This is so fustrating. It's not really a big matter but it seems to big in my world. =/
H O W ?
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