I told myself that I want to take a break from you and all your phone calls and messages. Probably for a week or maybe for sometime longer. I just wanted to see if I can really live my life without by my side or around to listen and encourage me. Just like before knowing you. It's just so weird. You entered my life when I was down with love. Love? What's the notion of love in today's term?
"Yes I will definitly miss you very much when you're not around with me." My answer to your question asked months back.
I wanted to message or even call you but promised with myself that if you didn't reply me before 11pm eariler, I will offically start taking the break and cut off all form of contacts with you. I'm leaving you for a while. Will it hurt you? Or will you feel anything? One day when I finally leave you, I will, completely. Don't make me fall further if you don't intend to help.