Day 2
You'll be glad to hear this. I slept a total of 10hours, least to pay back for the past few days of no rest. Didn't you always wanted me to sleep more? I checked my phone and voicemail, you didn't call nor message me. Then I reminded myself of the one week break. I have fallen.
I watched a late show last night. It's a very weird chinese film about this actor, narrating the show, like as if reading out his diary pages. And the actors will just go about the show and he narrating. He like this particular girl but he wouldn't do anything but to just watch her from afar and be very observant about her every actions. Sounds pervert but I guess people just have their own ways of liking someone. And I was once at this stage of just looking at him from afar and smile in my heart each time he smiles. He would look so good, like as if he has the best smile ever. I still have him in my thoughts once in a while. Still, I would smile in my heart each time I browse through the photo I took with him. I will never forget him, like you.
Falling is easy. Loving is hard. Like what I always will tell myself, love is not just gazing stupidly at one another but looking in the same direction of life together.