I was shocked, totally shocked when Michelle told me that. I refuse to do anything. I hate to make Michelle smaller in Leng Eng's eyes if I bring up that matter. Also I guess she feels that we are in no authority to tell her off. I guess, I'll leave it to all upper authorities to do so. Let her know the truth and the truth to set her free. I have been cold to her, indeed very cold. I just refuse to have a conversation with her, apart from smiling and acknowledging her presence.

Something I really don't understand, if you know you can't make a good decision at that point of time, why still make one? In the end, you only hurt yourself more than any one else. Even if it's a bad one, since it's over, just get over the spilled milk and be done with. Why drown yourself into memories that will torture yourself? I may not be someone who understands what going on, but I am someone who cares. Not that I am trying to be another big busybody but I just hate to see any of my friends drowning into their problems and not doing anything to help.