My cell group multiplied today but I wasn't there. I was in service with another friend. I felt so left out of the cell's big day. Really glad that we finally moved on but then again I will be away from all my good buddies. I figured that if I were there, I would probably be in tears. Okie, I do cry easily nowadays. For the fact that my heart is not made of stone. I miss out the big thing and that would probably take me a while before I get over that fact. Though Raymond tried hard, it didn't really work. I'm still in a state where I wish, wish, wished that I could be there. Went to watch Mean Girls. Man, those girls are really mean. And the meanest thing of the whole show was, the meanest girl was name after me. How SILLY. R-E-G-I-N-A is such a nice and beautiful name and they are using it for a role of a BAD and MEAN girl. But after all it's quite a nice girly show, which quite reflects the natural world. Who's not mean? Everyone is mean, just that some are angel in disgust. I'm not mean, or at least I'm trying to be nice. When I try, it means I need time to show the results. So WAIT and see. I'm feeling quite sick as the headache has been on for the whole day. I just don't want to do any other thing but sleep. I hope all is well at school tomorrow.