To you,
I'm sorry, for not making you feel important in my eyes. But you really are, more than I actually expect. There are many things I don't understand and I have still failed to know. Maybe, you just meant too much and I don't want to do anything to risk you. Isn't risk supposed to be a good thing, so that you might get beyond what you want. Or it meant to risk the precious and lose it forever. Can I risk you by telling all that I feel? All that I feel, keeps coming back to my head. Then it all happens too fast and everything loses it's way out of my mouth and I'm once again stucked with the unspoken feelings. Is it so hard to really speak? I guess it all takes courage, which I'm greatly in lack. For now...